My life !

BABY JENSABELLA ! :)

2010-08-29T06:58:00.001+08:00

Awaken from my slumber after accidentally doze off while wait someone at home ! Went to hospital ! visited mummy ! and also maggie! thinking of maggie , i feel like laughing cause she dammm suey ! sry :) Saw baby Jensabella :) Damm cute ! omg her skin was like the egg ! so soft so smooth ! OMG OMG ! CAUTION ! CUTE BABY HERE :)

Today keep thinking the song 给你 by 陈奕迅 :(

TRY !

2010-08-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

well , went working today ! it was the best ! with mike and the rest , there was this ah ma having her 70th birthday so there was like 6 table only but all vip ! Too easy because 2 to 2 with vincent ! had all 9 course into our stomach . Went to the bar and keep mixing honeydew martini to drink ! damm nice . Enjoyed ! everyone went home full ! After taking pay , i went to took cab home with rabbit as i scare that the bus would be full ! Today is a happy day not forgetting rabbit joking around making me laugh :) THANKS :)

MONEY < LOVE < FAMILY !

2010-08-01T05:48:00.000+08:00

Went to work today with rabbit ! as usual , we were late . Dammm strict recently so many mistake were done lucky there are people i know which give chance to me . Phew ! After that went to lan to dota ...reach home then realise ,OMG , i lost my house key ! feel like i am the joke but not funny called my dad woke him up feel bad :( the he try scream at me but i told him "shhhh" cause my whole family sleeping . Very shag that i lost my house key :( miss her ! Please do take care of yourself ! 你要好好学会自爱，应为我爱你，或则你可以爱我就不用自爱了应为有我来爱你！

OVERDUES !

2010-07-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

well recently , not much of the time ! schedule so full ! Schooling and after school may have remedial ,at night , there are still night studies !but this may be a good things for me ! Getting busy and forgetting everything ! Stress occurred ! i started to like my bed more ! stress stress stress ! i don't know what i should do anymore !

it isn't over ! T.T

2010-07-21T15:53:00.001+08:00

What should i do ? i am having a great feeling that your wall is talking about me ? are you really hating me ? But why of all people ? i didn't do anything ? what the fuck is going on ! i am really not myself lately i guess ! All i can say is that i am in total speechless . No matter what i do it always seems that i am in the wrong . Now i am too wrong so what should i do ? having fever and carry on with my school ! having headache. So my spots now are stuck and seems that it cannot be remove :( you claim that i have change back to the past that is because i scold you but problem here is that i was not doing things for nothing ! she lied with that ah wang can be my witness but instead you scold me . YES ! THAT HURTS ! what can i do anymore this only prove that whatever i do is always wrong to many people ! i really don't what to do any more ! i shall listen to ah wang just let it be ba :( Angry and furious but what should i do ? i really need time to calm down ba :(

Lend me a shoulder ?

2010-07-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today after school went to ah wang house ! slack ,Dota ,watch television and eat ! Went to plaza , brought a bag with later on i found out it was too small and ugly for me :( brought a alarm clock too . and also some air re-freshener for my room and mom :)overspent almost most my pay going gone ! kinda heart pain for the bag ! that bloodly auntie said it look nice on me !and went on and try out i found out i look funny ! My mom claim that the bag is too small ! I totally look like a tortoise with a damm small shell ! haha
going too sleep :) nights !
All i can say now is only sorry ! :(

Revolving or being revolve?

2010-07-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

Yawns ! just reach home !
Damm shag at work ! Got complain by a customer that i am rude ! And went to do bar ! So in the end , i am the Bar man ! LOL ! i was like quite free thinking of many things . Question to be ask about myself ! "Am i right ?" This came out of my mind first ! but i guess a little spice up in my life was always needed ! What to do ? i was a pile of shit from the start ! i was kinda sad as that particular moment , i sudden think of a bitch ! Feel kind of funny ! then i ask myself why at that moment ?at that situation , i should be stressing . Hais ! but thinking of her somehow lead me more furious ! i was already in no mood to work but i went on ! Did ask the captain to send me home but somehow they talk to me telling me it ok and all bullshit !
The other thing i was thinking was that how some people are able to act till nothing happen when they can say million of thing that happen and what they wanna do but in the very end nothing happen .
Not very shocking but kind of disappointed in them ! but i was quite happy that no action done !
thinking of my months , i think i should not trust one much as people may act !
So many had happen i don't know how to explain . Currently just hopping for a good night sleep !
Nights reader !

Rushing against odds & time

2010-07-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

well just finish editing blog and still doing art ! gonna rush !
going to work later on ! so gonna post more at night !
quite stress recently hoping things will turn out differently but well it didn't ! GREAT !
haha ...many pictures but i am lazy to post now so i will post it when i am free !
Time flies ! And time change people change :(
thanks Vienna for saying my blog cute !

Bad guy is easier but lonely ! will i want ?

2010-07-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

well since long i am posting !
i am gonna change my blog soon everything ! but links are still the same !
recently busy ! mood swing and due to laggy com so not in the mood to post anything !
n level coming already ! stressful as in the past i did not study hard ! hais ! hope everything will be fine !

STRESSS ! ! ! ! ! ! [F][M][L] !

2010-06-27T02:55:00.000+08:00

Hais ! long since i post ! i am so lazy ! So stress recently !Some overdue photos. School reopening again ! Holidays is gonna be over but i am still in the holiday mood to work ! i am so scare , scare that i will not juggle well my time and fail my N .Had been thinking about my schedule of studying and working ! thinking of adding gyming inside but i am afraid of the time clash !hais , these stupid things let me had a serious headache ! these few day many stupid things happen and all i did was thinking and thinking ! what should i do ? Many many question to myself ! Went to uncle Tomas chalet ! hell of fun went flying kite with ah chen ! damm fun ...miss childhood ! hais ! hope my stress will be gone soon :(

shopping on elm street :)

2010-06-14T03:41:00.001+08:00

Went shopping :)Watched Nightmare On Elm Street...Keep on being scare damm fun ! brought myself a shoe ! i am waiting you to say yes :)

i am true and dead serious !

2010-06-13T06:34:00.002+08:00

Overdue photo ! Seen "Karate Kid"

Now is 6.34am 13 june 2010...

Just can't seem to fall asleep !Somehow kinda like emotional here ! keep thinking many things !

well i am so shag now !

so lonely , so irritated ! What should i do ! Hope tomorrow will be better ! cause it is shopping day !

You know who you are ! i just wanna say i miss you ! seeing your smile makes me feel better ! :)

cant you just be at my side ?

Siang birthday chalet !

2010-06-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

Siang birthday celebration ! wow cool ! we play to the extreme !

hope no one will be angry after seeing these photo ! :) bye !~~

overdue photo !

2010-06-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

Well , going out now to meet my clique for chalet ! Wooo~ bye peeps :)

2010-05-28T07:05:00.000+08:00

When working with friends ! After work ate a ice cream(Raisin and Rum) My favourite ! ...And when reach 163 some of us kup to eat "Zi cha " :)

lan till dawn at wen tian lan ... reach home ...watching manga !

On TL Birthday !

2010-05-23T16:26:00.001+08:00

Yea ! Went prawning ! eaten many stingray !

tired

2010-05-23T16:16:00.000+08:00

posting overdue picture !

Girugamesh - Crying Rain PV English Subbed

2010-05-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

Change means Criteria :)

2010-05-20T14:33:00.000+08:00

This are all overdue photo !

Didnt go to school today . Feeling damm lazy today !

Hope today will be a great day ! :)

ROCK AND ROLL ! KIMI WA BAKA !

2010-05-18T03:21:00.003+08:00

omg ! i am falling in love with a japanese band !

Guess what their song do scream like metals too !

they are some short of japanese metal !

Dammm cool ,They are call Girugamesh !

Happy birthday IGHM !

2010-05-16T10:21:00.000+08:00

Today was the celebration of IGHM my sister ! :)

afternoon i lost my wallet ... quite shag !

Went home to take money and went off....

we went to the resort wanting to have buffet but was too expansive so we walk walk and went to restaurant to eat....A table of five all 100 plus...After dinner we went to daiso to buy things for slacking at midnight !Brought myself a blue beanie :) Follow up , we went to buy Strawberry short cake which isabelle wanted !

Cab to eat coast on a big cab( 7seater) which cost $40.And after we reach there ,we laid our mats and, the guy all started striping ! :) leaving only our boxer , we sleep, eat and chat there...

when the clock strike 12 we celebrated isabelle birthday ....she totally raped the cake ! but was cool ! haha...

we all sleep on our mat after that till morning when i found out that it was raining !

bus home...entertaining each other on our way home ...

so tired going to sleep now ! :)

$$$$

2010-05-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

i want more work !
i want more money therefor i am gonna be a workaholic (Y)
bored till death :(
gonna save for a new com :) Woooo~~~

2010-05-08T05:12:00.003+08:00

today movies :)
now still working at lan :(
super bored !
hope for a better tomorrow :)

Dogs barking outside lanshop ?

2010-05-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hate those dogs ! Really hate some of them since young :)
Like to bark so much , so many people yet dont even dare to do anything ...aiyo, step one big fuck !
I will never forget a quote said by one of the dog "if you dare , tell my father this ! " Relying on his father and denying ! SIA SUAY !
Some dogs never change itself eating shit ! Like the saying that a leopard never change it spot !
Everytime can ton me and disturb me and now when i disturb back ,WALA ! Dogs started barking...
So many dogs and yet nothing happen ! I REALLY PITY YOU ALL !
Nvm ...
it may seem that i have slowly changing back to myself .hais ... i dont want too ....i just want my life full of laughter ! although i know sometime it was my fault at first but it seem that it just happen...maybe i try harder to change :)
Recently getting more and more lazy ... i think its time to buck up ! Hais!Thinking of the past and hearing things , i just simply think i am stupid :)Also when things happen i will tend to think more other thing ...think i should really relax ba :)
all i know now i that i enjoy and love my clique now :)
i am well treated and being treated as one :)
never lonely :)
Confuse and mess up in my own world ba !
everything had a cause if only we humans can think :)
BTW , i am not afraid of those dogs viewing my blog...If you really dare just come :)
i will be waiting !

HEADACHE !

2010-04-29T23:32:00.001+08:00

Well , i am posting the overdue pictures :)

Today i am having headache the whole day ...

the pain is killing me

never was it so serious :( it hurts :(

Why , Why ,Why !

Head pain :(

Well if you wanna laugh , just click at those words on the picture to enlarge and read it :)

Funny but sad :)

nights readers :)

2010-04-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

all overdue pic of school and going out to illuma ...Recently i have been like a crazy ass :) just simply smiling and laughing ...Hope i will be just happy :)

hais ...irritated :(

2010-04-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today was a wet day :) Funny things happen and well , it was hell out of fun :) After school went to play and slack with isabelle,hong you,ah siang, dominic , jovin :) After that , Took mr LIM pun tok car to greenridge with bell and siang and went home ...After i went home , i went to lan ....Grrrr ...this is where i feeling like voicing out ! The bloody Duckrice dammm,, irritating ...never taste any duck rice like this....thinking the the duckrice itself is the best ...lol ... joke ...Some duckrice it is, still will scare lose friends and do so many lan jiao things ...*Shame shame* , laughs ! all i can conclude is duckrice sucks :) if you will to be trick and eat duckrice , you will one day vommit the rubbish all out :)

Sins i did and causes much tragedies :)

2010-04-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

i did some thinking... Saw police car below my house i was suddenly scared ! Thinking that if my time was up ...hesitate to go home for minutes but i pluck my courage and just go on ...That particular moment i was just thinking of her ...Yes that bitch ! but i don't want to ! :( i miss her .... i miss her voice ! Trying so hard to forget her but i still think of her badly ! Tried many ways to make myself forget her ...thinking of the damage she had to me ... but unfortunately i still want her badly ... i don't know what to do ...i really don't want her ! But deep in my heart i can't forget her ...So be it :( all i want is to have a good girlfriend which will be with me no matter what ...maybe its my looks ba :) :( Speechless ! Just lucky enough that i had some friends to cheer me up even tho i conceal my sadness :) thanks guys and girl :)

Do you know how to FLY ?

2010-04-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

well posting all those past few days picture ! Hais ,(Dota) Recently , i realize TideHunter is not a good hero in W.O.W ....i heard in from others that in tho books he is some short of kuku people or rather ogre :)

He was a barbarian and till now he is still one...As the saying goes 'A leopard never change its spots...my life isn't that perfect or rather going well either ...things lost , minds going blank ....many untold changes ...and also many unexpected change of event which totally surprise or disappoint me...but i am not going to say any more or to care ... :) i am washing my hand and staying a better life ... I really stress stress ...i really wish that i had a shoulder to lean on and to hug with ... hais...the world is still leaving me behind ,hanging on the ropes of life and death , not judging me or giving me to freedom but just hanging there and scare me....what should i do ....Does the death really awaits ?

Hope everything will be better :)

Sentosa ! 11/04/2010

2010-04-12T00:11:00.001+08:00

Went to Sentosa ...swim ,slack , havoc...After went for dinner at Vivo City and slack slack ,Chit chat ...While slacking , i look at the peaceful sky and think of someone ...maybe i should not ....kinda miss her :(

After that bused home :)

Happy birthday !

2010-04-11T09:56:00.001+08:00

Today was the celebration of ah cheng birthday.We went to the zoo and was having a Hot and fun time ...Joking around as time passes by after the zoo trip we went to lan and some of us went plaza to buy cake so i went home to bath and change :)

After the celebration , many went home ...i accompanied rabbit and raymond to 163 and eat ..After that i went home !

Devastated !

2010-04-10T04:22:00.000+08:00

Today havoc in class...had a great time ...Tomorrow will be better ! i hope ! Where is my other half ?

Hais ~

2010-04-10T04:14:00.000+08:00

Some overdue pictures :)

Quite shag !

I want to be love by a normal person...

Will it happen ?

All i want is a simple romance and last :(

Smiling idiot ! :)

2010-04-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

shag...Today is april fool.. damm angry ...some idoits called me at 2am when i was alseep... plus i really hate liars due to some incident and today was fucking shag but have to smile as i scare people would say i couldn't play....hais...At lan ...all moodless and bored !
hope i can find the other half soon...haha ...joker me :)

To live is to love,To love is to care !

2010-03-31T23:43:00.006+08:00

Today was fun ,fun and fun in class !

Played true or dare in class which everyone only dare ...So damm hilarious ...LMAO

Had so much fun !

i finally get more and more things clear...

Some bitches just can't use brain think they are very powerful but actually they are just shit...

know what things they did , it was easy to overcome them !

Eh! To you fucking bitch !(if you know who you are !)

you blood asshole ,Ungrateful prostitute !

you break with you guy then my problem ?

Don't step power then see me don't dare come out talk la !(end)

i also wanna voice out that i was happy that i was cared by my friends!

when i was in trouble and becoming *dan bai* they pour to me care and concern plus advice which i never had before ! Really from my heart i wanna thank you all...

all this while i was not left out .

when i need someone by my side , there will always be someone ! i really didn't expect that much !

i was really thankful that i had such good friends !

In time of crisis you all are there to console me ,lend me a helping hand ,giving me patience and not leaving me out ! you all understand me through !

Best !

Thanks to you all ! :)

Cheer up ?

2010-03-30T18:09:00.003+08:00

Today at school bath after P.E lesson . In the end we were late for class for about 1hour ...

So tired yet i dont wanna stay at home !

Went lan as usual :)

i wanna live up and stay happy !

ALWAYS !

God please bless me :)

Grrr...So Shag !

2010-03-28T23:23:00.003+08:00

Didn't sleep !

After coming back on lan talk in conference ...Eat and phone sot sot ,hang up ....Didn't call back...

met up with Zi Wei and Da Sao... After that went lan Dota !

I want a desktop which can dota ! :(

So sad ! So stress ! So shag ! So Speechless !

Realized many things !

Hope there will be a beautiful miracle happening to me or my horrible nightmare will begin ! :(

Hate that bitch !

2010-03-28T14:54:00.008+08:00

Went to the movies ! Watched the show "Just Another Pandora's Box"

took many photo .During the Earth Hour , we were watching the movie so not much of torture ...Enjoy myself ! After that dota till morning ,until now still haven't sleep because i scare that tomorrow can't wake up for school ! Damm sad now ! Really just shag !

sadded !

2010-03-27T19:01:00.001+08:00

At lan now !
Recently life quite mess up !
Just wanna stay happy with people which concern me ...
Hope my days will be peaceful.
thinking so much ! so stress !
Hope it will be better each day !

2010-03-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

today was same too ...

Went gym after school today with ah wang , yi long and ah xiang ...

After that went home...Rested and went lan !

My mind is swirling , caught up in rubbish and confused !

I want hug ! i want love!

I want a romance that will let me into it and guide me through the darkness with the loving light !

Glad that i finally got some people around me that truly care for me ,those that claim me as one and truly did action and heart ! :)

After hearing alesana new songs , i think i am in love with metal again !

2010-03-25T00:00:00.004+08:00

Went to gym after school with ah wang and yi long ...Went home change and bus to jurong point and meet nicholas they all to catch the movie,"How To Train A Dragon".Went lan and gone home .~~

All i want was friends which will care and concern about me ...Is that really difficult for some people ?

T.T

2010-03-24T00:51:00.003+08:00

Boring day

Went to DOTA...

Went home...

Tomorrow breakfast ! :)

Hug Wanted ~

2010-03-23T01:11:00.003+08:00

Back th school...Got problem again in school with teachers...hahas

took many photo!

So many troubles in my mind now not only one but many, although today should be a happy day... -.-

Ah Ye , you will be fine ! Everything will be alright ...Good luck ...God Bless ~~~

Ah ye

End of holiday :(

2010-03-21T19:31:00.006+08:00

Went to Sentosa... :) Got Sunburn again :( so pain...now i am darker :) Last day of holiday...Sian...Gonna work hard and study soon ... Class here i come !

WEETSSS ! ~~

2010-03-19T23:32:00.005+08:00

Went for work with 'Lavish dine' at 'Zirca' ...Took many photo...The Event was 'Bachelor 2010' After that bus home :)

Going out again :)

2010-03-18T04:47:00.002+08:00

Went to the movies with Mom and Sis...

Watching 'Being Human'

then went with 'family' to sze pei birthday then went off...

mid night le ...'with family playing at the fajar 419 playground played till all dizzy and police came...

when off with justin and jia qi...sent her home and went home...

Sleeping soon , tomorrow going work :)

jia qi introduced me a song by tae yang , called ' Only Look At Me'

and the lyric goes like this >

ITS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR A WHILE
GOT TO LET IT OUT FROM MY CHEST
BEFOREITS TOO LATE
Oh
(I CANT LET YOU GO
YOU GOT TO LET HER GO
I CANT LET YOU GO
YOU GOT TOLISTEN)

So many times a day, I see your lovely smile
Ive told you many times, you are the love of my life
Boy in this world of lies
my ever changing mind
it maybe hard but boy,
Im glad I have you to trust

At times when youre in doubt about the way I feel for you
I smile and tell you theres no one else I want but you
In this endless search
looking for purpose now
Boy, youre the only one, I can trust with my whole life

I hate the times when I turn my head to another; yeah
Again today, Im tempted to turn back and leave you, boy, Im hopeless baby baby

even if I cheat on you, dont you cheat on me, baby
even if I start forgetting you; remember me, baby
even if you cant reach me and I get drunk now and then
even if I look at other boys who come my way; keep your eyes on me
Look only at me boy

Again tonight, you waited for me to come home
Crying and telling me, baby that I have changed
My feelings for you now are like they were before
Ive tried so many times to tell you, you are the one

Looking at me, I know I cant survive without your help
And boy, if you leave me, that I will lose my breath
Weve fought so many times
and weve grown many heights
but you know Im the one, you just keep coming back for

I hate myself for finding others to replace you, yeah
Again today, I lose myself, boy when thinking about you, baby baby

even if I cheat on you, dont you cheat on me, baby
even if I start forgetting you; remember me, baby
even if you cant reach me and I get drunk now and then
even if I look at other boys who come my way; keep your eyes on me
Look only at me boy

And I know Im selfish, babe
I know all of it too well
everyday, I spend my time that I should be spending only with you my love, baby
But I hope youll stay with me, no matter how much worse that i get
Im telling you all of this, my true feelings so listen
Even if you die, dont leave me whoah

uh dont you cheat on me
even if I start forgetting you; remember, oh remember me
even if you cant reach me and I get drunk now and then
even if I look at other boys who come my way; keep your eyes on me
Look only at me boy

Boring days !

2010-03-17T01:40:00.002+08:00

Went out ...Then first Kelvin's

house then jia ling's to mahjong !

Then went to lan to find isabelle and co to watch them dota and to dota too :)

Home ...

2010-03-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

Went to Parklane to Dota and window shopping with Nicholas, Justin,Yi an...Went back zhenghua...Went home :) Happy birthday to Nicholas Nam!

I HATE LIARS!

2010-03-14T06:58:00.005+08:00

Went to watch "Alice In The Wonderland (3D)" with ah Ye ,Deon and his girlfriend...

After that went to find Nic,Justin,Jing Ling ,De Ming,Jia Qi,Peggy,Vivien,Jia Ling,Mavies and M aggie to slack :)

Well i hate being lie ! i am also a straightforward person...All this happen because of a incident! making me so shag...i was not trying to sarcastic but being straight forward ! Sorry but i just hate being lie,you can scold , shout at me or tell me off but please don't ever try to lie!

10th march

2010-03-11T13:43:00.000+08:00

went work with yi an , nic , de ming,ah pui ...

After that came home ...bath and went out slack :)

2010-03-10T00:58:00.001+08:00

Boring day... school -->hospital-->slack ! End day !

2010-03-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

Today went school playing around ...went to dental appointment drill my teeth ... omg lo...it was like so pain until now...:Sunburn plus teeth pain...T.T

SUN BURN !

2010-03-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

Didn't Sleep...Went swimming with nic , de ming ,justin,peggy,jia qi,maggie and blackie :)

Got sunburns ! So painful :)

Recently i fell in love with a song call "Already Gone" by kelly clarkon ...So nice...so here's the lyrics:)

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

2010-03-04T15:10:00.002+08:00

ANGRY ! SOT SOT SOT ! SHAG SHAG SHAG ! Dont know what to do ...

currently stuck at home ...whole body damm hot now...

can someone jio me out and make me smile ?

Damm dissapointed !

2010-03-02T16:49:00.004+08:00

hais...i am damm disappointed in you ! you are a real hypocrite !

Stop lying and stuff !

What you really treat me as ?

i should have listen to others about you ,i have and beware !

cause the trust and bond is gone !

Do i finally get to see your true colour ?

You bloody hypocrite hate you !

Fuck off and cut off the act :)

2010-02-26T20:47:00.003+08:00

my rubbish chute below my house is on fire today sia !

So damm style...People roof on fire , i rubbish chute on fire...Meet up with Jon ,Chee tian ,Adrian,Jun hao...Went to tua to help...Reach home,cook for my sister ... :)waking up at 7am 2molo to eat vegetarian and going off to help...

Sian diet this few day like no use...T.T my weight still same :(

BANKAI !

2010-02-26T01:18:00.008+08:00

HUNGRY !

Trying to eat less...but always being temp ...

Hungry like Fuck...

MUST PERSEVERE :)

In my most hungry moment, i am happy that my marmmie encourage me to study :)

Thanks :)

All this time i was thinking ....

things around me have being changing i also did make some changes but all those unhappy moments...maybe it was after all that my thinking haven change much!

Just you watch,since you treated me like that,i will try my best to fuck you upside down !

Never felt this hurt...Never did i went that far ...If i get to know all this shit and re-choose ,

i will still do it the same and the hard way !What is happening to my heart , i don't know ...All i know is i hope i don't Feel you , see you,hear you as much...Since it was me being an idiot from the start !

我爱的人,不是我的爱人,我爱的人,她已有了爱人,一开始说明了,我不可能，让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深 !

Bored at home

2010-02-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

Bored till i can die already... Tomorrow exam shag half le...Damm bored at home so i download a show call "MONGA"a gangster show...i was very impress by the speech in the show but the ending is damm shit ! THERE IS NO PROPER ENDING !

Sleeping now...

nights !

SWIMmING

2010-02-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

After sending Hui En off .Quan Wei, Samuel,Isabelle and me went swimming ...

did not sleep ... Enjoy the swim :)

After that went to eat...and dota !

and went home...So tired now hope i can sleep without thinking anyone :)

nights reader !

BYE , HUI EN !

2010-02-21T11:09:00.010+08:00

Went shisha during midnight ...Cab down to Haji lane there...smoke ,talk ,slack and play...Did the banana dance ...So funny :) After that walk to lavender to find mac ...Moments later we decided to go airport to accompany Hui En slack...Half of the clique went off. Cab to airport ...slack there till morning...Keep on taking photo to make it memorable...

Sent Hui En off and took Mrt home...Didn't sleep BUT going swimming now ! Yea....just fun fun fun no stress:)(HUI EN thanks for the Mac Griddle) :)

i have a problem to everything! :)

Heart already dead :)

nothing much to say ...

just hope that i can stay happy always like today...

MID NIGHT MOVIES !

2010-02-20T06:40:00.009+08:00

Went to Hong You place to early celebrate Samuel,Hong You & Hui En 's birthday !

Eat ,eat and slack ...

At around 12plus we took Hong You,uncle's lorry to go rounding with high speed...

And at 1plus,we cab to cinelesure to watch mid-night show ,The Wolfman...many were scared by the show :)

then cab back to Zhenghua and went home :)

(Hui En , Thanks for your beanie too !)

BAD DAY !

2010-02-19T01:38:00.003+08:00

Had a hair cut :) look so funny ...already prepare to botak :)

18th feb PART 2(sentosa trip)Picture only :)

2010-02-19T01:34:00.005+08:00

FUN FUN FUN(trying to !)

2010-02-18T00:22:00.005+08:00

Had much fun today...power de...even tried something i don't dare...We went to Sentosa...play hard laugh hard...meet bell and co at plaza then bus(taking Isabelle accessories to play and take photo) to Habour Front to meet hui en...went to siloso beach swim ,swim, swim :) Ah cheng accompanying me swim and soak water...took many picture but some at hui en camera so have to wait...after all that slacking we went to take ride at sky ride i think then took the car down...along the way down we was like banging each other car...This was the first time i went up so high...the ticket consist of two ride ...i was with hui en...1st time , i was so scare...then hui en talk cock with me :) Phew ! the second time was not scary at all le... i was like curing my height phobia:)Went for dinner at vivo and slack ...After that bus back to Zhenghua:)

I really miss you but what do you really think of me?T.T (U)

3rd day of new year-Broken pieces of hearts together with my sis and bro :)

2010-02-17T15:41:00.005+08:00

With a broken pieces of heart , i went out with bell and Co. Went to town supposingly wanting to watch show but many problems prom out so we went to the pub beside ten mile lanshop to drink and sing :) Had a wonderful night...Going Sentosa :)More photos to await :)

heartache

2010-02-16T03:20:00.003+08:00

i so no mood...hais...nothing much to say ... currently at jon's house...
tonning perharps ...at least here got many people to entertain...so full eaten damm many due to moodswing .... hais...gtg...bye readers !

Boring new year...Feel so stress!

2010-02-15T06:10:00.003+08:00

when over to my relative place to eat and 'bai nian' then when over to find jon , zi wei and wei ming at jon place...

New Year or not , i was like feeling so low now ...Stressing all about her...What can i do ? i just want only her and spent the rest of my time with her...Kept on remembering the incident,no one was to blame but me...i am really sorry...please forgive me T.T sorry val.i really love you :)

If i can't by ruppe(lyrics only ! cause song not found)...

2010-02-14T03:03:00.004+08:00

If i can't if i can't
Have you
Then baby i don't wanna be
With no-one else
If i can't if i can't
Have you
Then baby i would rather be
By myself

[Verse 1]
She is the meaning of beauty
Her spirit and her style consumes me
From the very first time i saw her
She captured me within her power

[Pre-chorus]
All it took was just one look look
Before i knew it i was hooked hooked
Put my loving to the test test
And now i must confess

All it took was just one look look
Before i knew it i was hooked hooked
Put my loving to the test test
And now i must confess

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Woman i would die without you
Cause i love everything about you
Lady you are my very existence
And girl i say this with persistence
Cause i know

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2010-02-14T02:53:00.005+08:00

Well , it's new year...had my reunion dinner :)

went out with friends for lion dance ...

End my day :)

Val,i am really sorry...

but now that you are in Malaysia, i really freaking miss you like hell...

how i wish you are on the phone with me now :)

Really sorry...

Hope you will forgive me be being such a idiot...

I HATE IT !

2010-02-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

Sian ....can't sleep...:(

Words always hurts...

but why am i always the one ?

It is so unfair...

因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气 !

我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起最后看你在别人怀里.

Fuck it ! everything is so unfair !

i am so happy today

2010-02-11T01:30:00.003+08:00

Sain .... today at school damm bored...Having lunch in class as we brought our lunch before recess after the fire drill...was like damm hot lo...:( After school went home , saw a monkey ,nothing better to do so i went over to take a picture :)

i nothing much to say today.... All i know that she claim that i am a good guy ! i am so happy :)

Trust need days or year to build but single min to destroy:)

2010-02-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

Still wondering whether i should private my blog or not ...(*,*)

I really thinking alot lately ...especially today ...Hais ...

Still thinking those who are there for me automatically when i got things happening to me...Thks all !

Somethings,some problem or maybe sometime thing may not be as easy as we see ...

We must take the worst precaution ...

So happy so many people tagging me not spamming me....thks...

Missing her :)

DAI YIN MAI (thai)?(hope so ba)

WONDERING !

2010-02-09T16:46:00.004+08:00

Hais...Stress....What done cannot be undone...but it feels kinda weird...

Question keep poping outta my mind...Whether what i should do about it...

Realizing too much may not be a good things as ,the more you know the more you may be angry...

Truth often hurts but the lies worse...My life is all scramble up...but no matter what happen , she is still the one i want ...The one i need.The one to care...I really want her... :) i will be your 召唤兽 no matter what :)Just very shag and disappointed in some things:)

Happy day ?

2010-02-08T21:40:00.005+08:00

Today at school only got me, bra and ah wang...Bell didnt come...so bored...After school went for math tution then went home ...Meet up with valerie and jolene while doing revision and art :)

After that , accompany Val go wait bus...Then suddenly ,"BANG!"there was a accident ...Bus knocking the car...Here are the picture of the day :)

Laughs laugh and only laugh :)

2010-02-07T23:30:00.006+08:00

Went to cineleisure to watch "The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus"...Bus to town ...Havoc in the bus...laughing non-stop :)

We were all late for the show because of wei sheng getting late... while waiting, we ate at a japanese fast food restaurant...After that , Some of us rush into the cinema while some of them still playing outside waiting for wei sheng...Other than me, the others don't seems to understand the show...Show end ,Bus back to Zhenghua...Some of them went home while the rest of us slack and eat at 163 coffee shop...After slacking and went home :)

Had a wonderful day of jokes and laughter...

Sleeping soon to recharge for tomorrow...

Hui en , BACK :)

2010-02-07T11:42:00.005+08:00

Hui en is back :)

i went over to meet them ...

suposingly going to meet other friend to ton but kena put aeroplane :(

So i was all the time with ''GfG'' ,Laughing non-stop...instead of me being a joker...

Nobody was left out :)

Going to the movies later :)

TRUE FRIENDS :)

2010-02-06T03:41:00.002+08:00

Just reach home ... :) was with isabelle ,ah wang ,quan wei and ah cheng...

Chit chatting...Blah blah blah...

Just suddenly thinking so much things...Who is my real friend?

i know who and thanks to those :)

but i hate it when i treat someone good , people treating me like shit :)

hais...Weeets ltr Hui en coming back...having gathering later ba :)

Cutting my hair :)

2010-02-05T13:35:00.002+08:00

Currently at home so bored-.-

think so much rubbish ...Think i should listen to those close to me as not to think to much...

T.T

At school today damm boring...

so randomly took a few photos :)

Decision'S

2010-02-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hais....Today really have not much to say...I will make better decision from now on ! Be it that item to people...i just wanna make wise decision :) nights all !

I love my school clique !

2010-02-04T14:56:00.003+08:00

Didnt even feel like talking today...walk off early but still late for school...i feel so shag...Didnt even ttry to breath a word out ,dont even feel like doing anything...just living in my own world bleeding T.T

but luckily after before recess Isabelle and Brabara came to me and cheer me up :)

Even my chinese teacher ask me why i so sad...i say nothing lo...;Hong you too listen to me :)After talking to them i feel better and started talking ...Stress...Why can't i stop thinking?

I love my school clique :)(Isabelle,Hong you,Brabara,Ah Wang and ME ) :)

alternate moods ?

2010-02-03T19:20:00.007+08:00

Yesterday so happy ,and yet today quite sad...i wanted you too much ba...T.T

what should i do?....BTW readers ~! i hate this group in facebook.''I know I dont stand a chance, but i'm going to like you anyway. '' :(

also posting picture of my clique and me during recess and relieve lesson :)

weets

2010-01-31T04:17:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i really want you,miss you and love you....

even i am drinking,i still think of you...i really just want you....:)

Just reach home....currently sober le :)

had a headache just now; all over :)

i really just wanted a chance...can you just be mine ?

2010-01-30T00:04:00.003+08:00

Sry ,although i promise marmmie to post,but now i really not much mood to post....

I ONLY KNOW THIS FUCKING WORLD IS SO UNFAIR.I HATE THIS WORLD!

I HATE HATE HATE...photo will be updated later T.T

30/01/2010

yesterday meet up with her and marmmie ....After sending her home i went to meet up with bell , follow up by burnett and rabbit...After that went home...

PICTUREs !

Hong Bell Wang Bra Jie :)

2010-01-28T15:18:00.012+08:00

So moody ...but thanks to Bell,Ah wang & Brabara,i manage to cheer up...Today is Ah Wang birthday...Happy birthday... :)So bored ~~~

Photo spam ~~!!! :)

2010-01-28T00:54:00.001+08:00

I REALLY MISS HER LIKE HELL...
What can i do ?
可不可以不要对我不理不睬？

Should i or should i not ?

2010-01-27T16:33:00.004+08:00

Morning had breakfast with bell they all...i was late =pHaving lots of chat and rubbish with school clique...so fun :)
Just reach home from remedial...Bus home alone as bell and the rest did not go for remedial...laughable thing was that other than me, only 1 student show up...then got two teacher...i had a one on one studying with that teacher...i manage to understand alot but i still having headache :) When i was at bus , like emo emo lo....think many things...Think how i was dote by people around me last time...when i was sad ,who was there and also my school clique...All those ppl~so nice !Having fun always...Still troubling about the decision of this Saturday ...Should i or should i not ? STRESS~~~~Why am i still thinking her ?

Surprise ! :)

2010-01-27T00:42:00.002+08:00

Wow...Got a DKNY watch ,Ralph Lauren;PDI;Pierre Cardin Polo t shirt for my cousin (Kimberly) thks ! :)
i have delete all my past post to start afresh...
:)